i feel so helpless to this tidal wave of feelings. i don’t want to ever come above the surface again. inevitably i will fill myself up with the things that don’t matter so that i can avoid the things that do. and i will pull my head out of water, water that is drowning me. water that is saving me.
look through the shadowy corners of my existence, through my busy schedule, through my poems and puns, through everything.
see
and then tell me all about it
andthatiseternity-deactivated20 asked: nothing. studying sucks butt.
i haven’t really studied at all. but i can imagine.